(10-28-2023, 01:03 PM)NightskyeB4Dawn Wrote: Well since we are throwing out our "what ifs", that often visit our minds, let me join in.
"Thy kingdom come." ???? A kingdom not here yet but is coming.
That prayer was formulated 2000 years ago, before the Kingdom was inaugurated. From the perspective of it's time, the Kingdom had not yet come, and that line of the prayer is a plea to bring it on. We read it now after the fact, after the Kingdom has already been established.
Quote:7 heavens? 7 seals? 7 trumpets? 7 bowls? 7 perspectives? Why 7?
Is there a separate heaven for each kingdom? Will we have to make it through each kingdom?
If we fail do we go back to the last one we passed, like in a video game?
Are we a video game?
If we are a simulation or a video game, I seem to be stuck at a Boss level that I can't beat even with the cheat codes.
The number 7 is symbolic of completion, perfection. It's symbolic, not mean to be taken literally.
Quote:Don't mind me I just woke up, my head is hurting, and my heart is doing some kind of funky arrhythmia, no chest pains though. Debating on whether I want to spend the day in the ER.
Well I will see how it goes after I take care of the crits and get dressed.
Will check in later. If I don't, you guys are the greatest.
Be well. I had a similar experience a few months ago, and it was a wake-up call for me. For me, the arrhythmia was a "panicky" feeling, an irregular pounding of the heart like I was going in and out of an adrenaline induced fight or flight response, but with no detectable stimulus for that. It kinda spooked me, and Grace knew there was something squarely wrong when I said "time to get me to a hospital, I reckon". That kinda scared her, as it's like pulling teeth from a chicken to get me anywhere near a medical facility. I usually treat my own ailments out of the woods or fields, and always have since I was old enough to know how... but this was something I didn't know how to treat, so when I mentioned going to the hospital, she figured it must be something pretty serious, and I think it spooked her a bit. Maybe more than it was spooking me.
Anyhow, at the hospital they hooked me up to stuff I've never been hooked up to before - IV's (nope, never had one of those before) EKG's, and even brought in some kind of portable x-ray gizzy. brought it to me so they didn't have to take me to it. Never seen anything like that before, either, probably because I avoid doctors like the plague, so I'm not up on current technology.
Turned out my heart was just flirting with A-fib. It would jump into it for a short time, then right back out like it knew it was making a mistake or something. More out than in, but when it was in, it just felt to me like an adrenaline rush, nothing new to me, but the experience of it without any rhyme or reason WAS a new thing.
Making a long story short, they just kept me under observation for about 6 hours, checked my labs and electrolyte levels and everything looked ok, they couldn't figure out a reason for it, either. So they put me on Eliquis to keep my blood thin and metoprolol to regulate my heartbeat and cut me loose. I reckon I'll be on those drugs the rest of my days, or at least as long as they are available to me.
Scared the crap out of me for a minute, to the point that I was considering writing a letter to my son to be read only after I croaked, if that event was imminent. But it's ok now, I've calmed my silly ass down about it. I just move a little slower, and if my heart starts doing a tango, I can usually get it to stop immediately by, of all things, just taking a deep breath. I've also done my homework since then to find out what I need out of the woods if the prescribed drugs ever become unavailable to me. I went up into the woods about a month and a half ago and got some ginseng berries while they were showing, and brought them back to plant in shady spots in my yard for safekeeping from poachers. That was when I discovered that I have several thousand dollars worth of ginseng all around me. I left it all there in the ground for a rainy day, in case I need it later, and just brought back the berries to plant. It's a replacement for the Eliquis, but takes a year and a half to even sprout, and about 3 to 5 more years before it's big enough to harvest.
Hang in there and be well - You'll be fine, 'cause I'm convinced you're tougher than I am!
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