This should be in a spiritual forum. It doesn't fall into religion, or even faith for that matter. This is a spiritual enlightenment. This was the best forum for it though, I guess.


I have been on my own spiritual journey for quite some time. Truth be told, I've been on this journey my entire life; only just now coming to realize it. It has been like falling asleep; slowly at first, and then all at once. 

The deep spiritual awakening started in January of 2018. At first it was pure bliss, peace and joy like I've never known. Insight after insight. It was if psychic abilities started to awaken within me. I started to learn to control my environment. I was learning how giving my energy to people can affect them depending on the energy given to them. If i was charged up with a powerful energy of peace, every person around me was affected, and they too would rest in that peace. All these experiences were so wonderful and inspiring. I walked around on cloud nine, in total peace love and joy. I was spreading this around, and sharing these things with anyone and everyone. It was nirvana. 

As things progressed I started to pass along wisdom I was learning and growing in. I'm a born teacher and so I began to teach. It was always those who were down on their luck, or lost in their journey, or just needed to feel loved and important. I had many people who came to me for a comforting word, or insight into themselves or their lives and paths. Many people came to me and were blessed by the very things that were blessing me. This too was nirvana. 

As time went on a bit, and as I was seeing deeper into the truth, more and more lies were coming into the light. The curtain was being drawn back even further. I started to see the true wickedness of the world. The depravity of spirit in the world. The lack of compassion and love was becoming abundantly clear to me. My time of teaching was coming to an end. I started to see that people didn't like the truth. The more truth I spoke the more I was starting to be cast aside. Slowly at first, and then all at once. I found myself alone. The joy and peace were wavering as I became distraught by the lack of love in the human heart. I started to realize that it was not enlightenment people were looking for. 

Isolation came...


As I sat alone I started to dive deep into meditation. I started exploring deeper into my mind. I was in depression now. The darkest deepest depression I had ever known. I wept for the world....and myself. I saw the darkest parts of my mind. The evil within me. The dark shadow of my mind and my soul. I hated what I saw. I saw myself for who I truly am, down to the darkest parts of myself. I found out I was angry. Fiercely angry at the injustices of this world. I was furious at all the suffering and pain. I was angry at people for their lack of love and compassion for one another. I had relived every pain I had ever felt. I had fallen into the darkest place I had ever been. As this was at its darkest, taking my own life came to mind. It was all too much. I felt I couldn't do anything to help or stop or change any of this. I had reached this realization, and I didn't like the world I was seeing....nor did I want to be a part of it anymore. I didn't like the evil that was inside of myself. I had hurt people even without the desire to hurt anyone. I wrestled with these thoughts for months.


And then the dawn came. Like watching the sky start to turn as the sun starts to bring light back to the sky after a long dark night.


I am in the dawn at the moment. Just before the sun comes up. 

I am glad to see the Light again. I can't wait to see what this New Day brings...

Hi all.
Here I am again asking for advice 
So my son (almost 13) , needs braces. 

He hates the idea of braces, hates how he'd be struggling to eat certain foods with them, how to keep them clean etc.
What would be best ? Are braces a good idea ?
His dentist suggested he get some , actually two dentists did.

What would be some options or alternatives perhaps?
Thanks!

Hello,

I write this with the heaviest of hearts. For I have uncovered a horrible truth and I am not processing it well.

I have actually been on here before writing about witchcraft, demonic possession, evil spirits and unclean spirits. I had studied many years on these subjects. Endless roads of darkness. Evil symbols, witchcraft spells, conjuring spirits; i looked down all these dark hallways in search of an answer.

My family has always been plagued with toxicity, tragedy, chaos, hauntings of our homes, strange deaths, familiar spirits, super secretive, tons of money (and I do mean tons) and so and so on. I could write ten books on these things alone. I started searching for answers, and as I was growing in my own spiritual walk, and understanding of how God is actually working in and through us, learning and growing in his word, I start to question certain "spirits" within my family.  Without getting into all that, I'll just say something along the way made me come to a question.

Has witchcraft been used in my family; and if so, are we under some sort of curse or evil spirit that are in control of my family somehow? 

I was clueless to any real witchcraft. I studied and learned what it really looked like. How it works. What affect it can have. How to determine if witchcraft is involved and even how to combat it. I explore every level from an academic standpoint, with my faith and understanding of God, and His Holy Spirit.

After a long search, I came to some more questions. The more I looked the more and more it was looking like it was a major possibility that witchcraft had been used in my family somewhere along the line. I started to dig around looking and thinking, "who in my family would possibly do that?" 


I authored a thread on here around this time. We discussed, at length, demonic possesion, evil spirits and witchcraft in that thread. The thread lead me to more digging and finding more evidence of magic. At this point I am exhausted mentally, physically, spiritually to the max. It had all become too much and taken a tole on me in a way that I knew I had to step away from looking into all that dark stuff which had me in dark thoughts. So I stepped away. I shut it all down. Even wiped it from here because it was too disgusting for me to leave it like that. I had to clear it from my life; completely.

I had let it go....and was staring to feel better about it all.

Ive been talking with my mom a lot more about her childhood. We were raised strict southern baptist. Everything was a sin and we were all going to hell. My granny was the one that made sure we were always in church. Now, my granny was a very quiet lady. Never hugged me, never told me she loved me, or made me feel like she cared about me or liked me at all; or any of us for that matter. She supplied our needs. Fed us. Took care of our basic needs. That was it though. I never even remember her talking to me. I didnt feel loved or liked by her, but she was my granny. I thought it was all normal. I never really saw any true light in her even though she was very much a church goin type.

As I am wondering who in my family could possibly do such a thing my granny was the last person I ever would expect.


My mom told me two stories now that have changed all of that.

My granny was involved with witchcraft. 

My mom wouldnt divulge much. She has always been extremely secretive. Now I know why. She let slip enough that she fully admitted to at least one spell, "at some cabin deep in the woods we werent aloud into, where granny met with a lady who used to tell garnnys "fortune" (never in a million years would I ever believed this). granny had a bag of stuff with her." is what my mom said.

I was explaining to my mom how these spells work, and how, for a powerful spell you had to sacrifice something; something you love; for certain spells. Basically, you had to offer something up as a bargaining chip.

When i told my mom this it was like a flash of lightning hit her. Her eyes swelled up and she began to cry.... She looks at me and says, "I think it was me, she sacrificed up to something." I could tell by the look in her eyes that she was piecing something together. Now, to be perfectly honest, sadly my mom is a liar. Always has been. A master manipulator that abused the shit outta me. I began this search wondering if she hadvan evil spirit. In that beginning thought and research I started to stumble upon with craft as a possibility. Knowing my mom would never fully tell me the truth, I knew she was still hiding a lot.
(I came back and added this: the type of spell I'm referring to in this particular case is the type of spell that will allow a n evil spirit to dwell in someone. From everything she told me it's what it sounded like to me)

I dug a little more and with a few more questions, I am 100% convinced that witchcraft was used. Finding out it was my granny has floored me. It has broken me for the moment. It has hit me so hard it has rocked my mental health.

I do not know how to process this. there is so much more to this story, but you'll have to take my word for it, and this is all I can think to write at the moment; there is much more to this. I am sure of this though. It is no longer a doubt in my mind. Three years I have been searching for this answer. Those two stories made everything make sense. I find this horrible truth when I had given up and moved on thinking no one in my "christian bible thumpin family" would ever mess with witchcraft.

I was wrong. 

This is too much to process.

I dont know what to do now.

Thanks RN. All I could think to do was write this out. This is an awful realization, that I almost wish I hadnt searched for. Im not taking this well (thats partly to do with my last post. no one to talk to about it).

Some of these are probably, ya know, "enhanced".

Stintino, Sardinia, Italy




A night to remember on the Northumberland coast:




Stonehenge Aurora:





Ballynafagh Church, Kildare Ireland:





Near the Oklahoma/Texas border:





Last night's Aurora over Normanton Church Rutland Water:




Devils Tower, Wyoming:




Aurora at Lough Ennell taken from Lilliput, Ireland:





Vancouver, Canada:




Northern lights in Upstate New York:

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This video by The Why Files is part fiction and part fact about a possible dystopian future and the actual present day events that might not end well for the human race.
   This CRISPR technology is definitely a two side coin with one side being good and one side pure evil.

This was a different W.F. than is usually presented but was entertaining IMO.

G'day all, 

It's 4.52am here.  Just saw 'true love' off to work.   She gets up at 4.00am.  Anyway I got up at midnight, had a smoke, checked the web and went back to bed.  Heavy rain outside.

In this dream I was alerted to a mega Tsunami that originated in the northern Pacific up near the Bering Strait close the the North American Continent.  The alert came from a ship's distress call and I was in some form of operations room.

Before me was a table about the size of a large dining table.  It was illuminated with a map of the world.  The map was gridded and showed the ocean in a very pale green and the land masses in a darker olive green.

The path of the Tsunami and predicted paths, rate of travel and direction was indicated in red patterns.  The current flow was in singular lines and the predicted flow was broken patterned dots.

Looking at this map I saw the predicted wave patterns striking the main continents all the way south along the Americas and west into Asia.  This must have been a large one as the flow entered the Antarctic region, turned, came up the Tasman Sea between Australia and New Zealand, going north.  In my dream I was a bit perplexed about this thinking why isn't it striking the continent directly from the east.  The wave travelled up the east coast.  I looked south the saw the lights travel beneath Australia in the Bight and into the Indian Ocean.  It crossed westwards towards Africa.  

When the wave struck the south east of that continent it went inland.  I looked to the map along the Eastern coast of Aussie which by now was completely lined with red dots.

I yelled out "Have you heard from that ship about how high and fast the wave is travelling!"  My wife replied, "What ship?"

She was waking up to go to work and here I was in bed wondering WTF.  

So I thought I may put this down while I still have memory and the picture in my head so to speak.  I irregularly have dreams likes this.  A follow up dream would be nice to see how it ends.

Kind regards,

Bally)

Appears this photos spread all over the media were staged by the FBI. They brought these cover sheets with them to stage a narrative. You wonder why people say the agencies have been weaponized? Here is a perfect example. 

All staged - All those cover sheets screaming top secret were planted evidence. 

Emily, the MIT-engineer turned Science Communicator and host of Netflix's Emily's Wonder Lab takes you on a little tour on USS OREGON.



Entertaining & mildly informative, mostly entertaining.

Quote:All aboard the USS Oregon!

This video detail my 30+ hours on board a nuclear attack submarine.

Which part of this adventure should I ~dive into~ next?

Chapters
0:00 Introduction
3:13 Tug Boat
4:00 Boarding the Submarine
6:20 Interviews with the Crew
8:26 Climbing the Bridge
12:02 Climbing into a Torpedo Tube
16:15 Eating on a Nuclear Submarine
18:38 Life Support Systems
21:38 Poop on a Submarine
22:08 Menstruation on a Submarine
23:06 Nuclear Reactor and Diesel Engine
24:38 Angles and Dangles
25:58 Fire on a Submarine
26:55 Sleeping on a Submarine

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