Meme Scholar with Madness (PhD)

[EndtheMadnessNow]

July 27th: The date that Robert Porter (Kevin Spacey), a patient at the Psychiatric Institute of Manhattan, claims he'll be leaving the earth and returning to his home planet of K-PAX.



Why is the K-PAX site still up? Ah, another mystery...Or not.

i. after years of canibus telling me to watch this & thinking SPACEys name was k-pax, run, die hard, run-style, i finally did and, shit-- this is a contactee movie! like george adamski or king, van tassel & his integratron voices of enoch, orthon & ashtar, rael & unarius-ruth-uriel, even ti & do peep all descended from swedenborgian angels, theosophy's ascended masters, post-astral mormons & comte de saint germain of mt shasta's prickly "I AM" movement, 7 heavenly trumpets blaring thru cracks in the walls of our prison like john's in revelation--blinded spacey's fruit-addict extraterrestial "prot" (NOT "k-pax") even rocks stunna shades like king's 1959 interplanetary parliament video:

--and, so; 

ii. since xmas ive gone thru weeks, now months of total paranoia, dissociative insomnia, synchronicity obsession, deja vu/mind-panic, hypochondria & unreal body/unraveling of self etc & this movie is one of the only things to break through all that (--if u post corny Glad your feelin better PD! shit i will block) to reveal actual, nourishing truth coming unto me as an open & honest guide or seer even tho i adolescently rebuked it as "patch adams shit" & sat idly as it was crowned tacky & sentimental by guys who i know cried after a breakup to cannibal ox's "the f-word." its dumb, so dumb to think of kpax (i mean, "prot") as a corny forrest gump box of chocolates guy instead of a weird fuck-up whose cliched pearls of alien wisdom represent understandable human (?) responses to real suffering.

iii. ufo ideation is mental illness, or vice versa: like the kid in jose chung's from outer space who'd rather be abducted than get a job in his shitty small town (rerun in my own shitty small town as a ufosick kid bored & weird & not yet old enough to get a job) ive seen extraterrestrial compulsion as a mechanism for dealing with true alienation & hopelessness, "the agony & humilation of being human" to quote chung again: why this quasi-religious impulse to trip into space-madness & disordered eccentricity? 

Lengthy, wild, mind-blowing, PD187 review of K-Pax

The video in question...


@BBCArchive clip


July 27, 1996: Security guard Richard Jewell saved multiple lives when he discovered a bomb planted at The Centennial Olympic Park bombing. He then went through a trial-by-media and his life totally wrecked, when it was revealed the FBI considered him a suspect..."Richard Jewell" (2019).



Care to guess who his defamation lawyer was back then?



Lucian Lincoln Wood Jr. aka L. Lin Wood. It took him 15 years of litigation but in the end he won the settlement case. Unfortunately, Mr Jewell died 5 years earlier at age 44 from type 2 diabetes. Lin Wood also represented John and Patsy Ramsey, the parents of JonBenét Ramsey murder case.


"The Matrix is everywhere. It is all around us. Even now, in this very room [on this very board]. You can see it when you look out your window or when you turn on your television. You can feel it when you go to work. When you go to church. When you pay your taxes. It is the world that has been pulled over your eyes to blind you from the truth." And many are stuck in a feedback loop, rapidly accelerating to nowhere.








"Everything you've read about cranial expansion is a lie. Thanks to my brothers on the internet forums I've expanded my brain volume by 400%. Now I can see into your soul through your eyeballs. Retinal scanners be damned.



"Let me tell you why you're here. You're here because you know something. What you know, you can't explain, but you feel it. You've felt it your entire life that there's something wrong with this world. You don't know what, but it's there, like a splinter in your mind, driving you mad. Do you know, what I'm talking about?"




The X-Files: Jose Chung's 'From Outer Space' (1996)
Scully recounts the investigation of an alleged UFO encounter for the famous quirky author Jose Chung's latest novel. The case gives a whole new meaning to the term Rashomon effect. Chung later returns in Jose Chung's 'Doomsday Defense' (1997).