Sorry ending for some disturbed individuals... I was talking to an old golfing friend who has gone down for the count. He is so weak he can not get out of bed to pee at night so he uses a pee jug next to the bed; I think John is now 86 and was active until two years ago...now all he does in lay in bed and eat and gain weight ... He had a good life but is ready and at peace of dying whenever it comes.
I am still kinda active and play golf at least 3 times a week but I to am fading fast and expect my deathly end sooner rather than later. I always swore if I went down I would end my own life before I became a burden to those who are with me.
The reason I write this is due to a conversation John and I had about our lives; yesterday..
Neither of us would want to be born again into this world as it is today. So...being a young person looking at the cost of education or the cost of anything much less a dim view of any conceivable future for a misguided young person I feel sorry for them. Natural selection where only the strong and bull headed survive might have a part in some of this.
A black kid I gave a ride in my airplane drove by and after seeing me stopped and came over one day while I was out on the porch of my house back in the states. He was upset and unloaded on me about his life and school during his senior year... He was a good student making A's and B's but his black school mates accused him of wanting to be white. He came from a good family as his mother was head of a large HR department and his father was chemist for a large oil company.
I told him after he graduates sometime later there will be a school reunion .. Those who are picking on you if they are still alive and are able come to the reunion look at the cars they drive and the clothes they wear.. See if they have a job other than running drugs and several gold teeth in their mouths from prior fights. Losers will be losers and their rewards are are usually 'sooner or later' a reward for losers.
He seemed to be satisfied with my reply and relieved... He graduated and went to college and my last rumored contact from him was he was married with kids and had a successful job.
There was a time for him he too thought the future looked very bleak..
With the current family structure of many families I can only assume a positive leadership is possibly lacking for to many of the young who off themselves.
I am still kinda active and play golf at least 3 times a week but I to am fading fast and expect my deathly end sooner rather than later. I always swore if I went down I would end my own life before I became a burden to those who are with me.
The reason I write this is due to a conversation John and I had about our lives; yesterday..
Neither of us would want to be born again into this world as it is today. So...being a young person looking at the cost of education or the cost of anything much less a dim view of any conceivable future for a misguided young person I feel sorry for them. Natural selection where only the strong and bull headed survive might have a part in some of this.
A black kid I gave a ride in my airplane drove by and after seeing me stopped and came over one day while I was out on the porch of my house back in the states. He was upset and unloaded on me about his life and school during his senior year... He was a good student making A's and B's but his black school mates accused him of wanting to be white. He came from a good family as his mother was head of a large HR department and his father was chemist for a large oil company.
I told him after he graduates sometime later there will be a school reunion .. Those who are picking on you if they are still alive and are able come to the reunion look at the cars they drive and the clothes they wear.. See if they have a job other than running drugs and several gold teeth in their mouths from prior fights. Losers will be losers and their rewards are are usually 'sooner or later' a reward for losers.
He seemed to be satisfied with my reply and relieved... He graduated and went to college and my last rumored contact from him was he was married with kids and had a successful job.
There was a time for him he too thought the future looked very bleak..
With the current family structure of many families I can only assume a positive leadership is possibly lacking for to many of the young who off themselves.
Nothing sucks more than that moment during an argument when you realize you’re wrong.
Silence those who disagree and you will never realize you are wrong.
No one rules if no one obeys
“Those who can make you believe absurdities can make you commit atrocities.” - Voltaire
Silence those who disagree and you will never realize you are wrong.
No one rules if no one obeys
“Those who can make you believe absurdities can make you commit atrocities.” - Voltaire