This is a disturbing subject and approaching it from the angle that I am makes it even more so, esp. for those of faith of almost any kind, but particularly the Judeo-Christian faiths.
Yes, I have been mad at God and pretty much everyone lately due to my current circumstances, however, this began before all this, must be five years ago now. It began as a creative writing project, a kind of spooky one, I don't want to elaborate except to say I allowed this project to lead me to where I arrived. Now I have come to a kind of writer's block, a creative problem involving a huge dilemma, one that involves an entire genre of fictional writing.
So, in order to get going in a fruitful direction, I am testing the waters on different forums to get an idea of how to proceed and maybe produce what I was trying for. This involves the climax of my entire plot, and after three chapters I have to be careful I can make it work in the end. It may mean I give up on this story, but I have invested years now and I really like the characters and the story too much to toss it away.
So, I've given my secret away and I will no longer have much of a chance to get your most true and heart felt thoughts on this subject. That's much of what I need is your reactions, everyone's reactions to the things I was tossing up on the wall. The counter arguments are just as important to this as well, so you can keep up with that as it will help me, but I feel like I played out the Rogues and must move on with this elsewhere.
I'd love to elaborate on my methods and exactly what I am referring to but I'm afraid I'd give too much away before it is completed. Although, it is possible I could start another thread on another subject that would help me out without making it obvious what my creative writing ideas are.
Yes, I have been mad at God and pretty much everyone lately due to my current circumstances, however, this began before all this, must be five years ago now. It began as a creative writing project, a kind of spooky one, I don't want to elaborate except to say I allowed this project to lead me to where I arrived. Now I have come to a kind of writer's block, a creative problem involving a huge dilemma, one that involves an entire genre of fictional writing.
So, in order to get going in a fruitful direction, I am testing the waters on different forums to get an idea of how to proceed and maybe produce what I was trying for. This involves the climax of my entire plot, and after three chapters I have to be careful I can make it work in the end. It may mean I give up on this story, but I have invested years now and I really like the characters and the story too much to toss it away.
So, I've given my secret away and I will no longer have much of a chance to get your most true and heart felt thoughts on this subject. That's much of what I need is your reactions, everyone's reactions to the things I was tossing up on the wall. The counter arguments are just as important to this as well, so you can keep up with that as it will help me, but I feel like I played out the Rogues and must move on with this elsewhere.
I'd love to elaborate on my methods and exactly what I am referring to but I'm afraid I'd give too much away before it is completed. Although, it is possible I could start another thread on another subject that would help me out without making it obvious what my creative writing ideas are.
A trail goes two ways and looks different in each direction - There is no such thing as a timid woodland creature - Whatever does not kill you leaves you a survivor - Jesus is NOT a bad word - MSB