Update:
I have remedied this entire situation finally. It took me completely turning my back on everything, and jumping into the unknown, but for the last few week's all of this has disappeared.
I moved back home... something I thought I would never do. ,I moved back to my home state, and the big city, once again. It's been culture shock again, as I've lived the quiet country life for so long, but I have been at total peace since I have been back.
All of that pressure is gone. I haven't had a single bad thought since I left that house, and that situation. My head space has been quiet and still. I can actually be completely without thought again.
It's been a while. I'm stoked.
Since then I haven't seen any signs of the woman in white; or any other weird phenomenon that I can't explain.
As I've had time to consider all of this, I truly believe, that in my fierce anger and hurt I was manifesting something. I believe it was the powerful emotions involved that set these events into motion. I will be honest and say, I don't know of these things were in my mind or not. I do know this would have to of been one hell of a hallucination; it was just too real to be thought up.
If this was not a hallucination, then I wonder if the women in white was conjured up by me, and is now loose somewhere; roaming around the house I left, or did I catch this in time and never gave it full power to manifest.
Either way, it's (she's) gone, and everything has been stellar after leaving this garbage in my rear view.
Cheers, RN. Thanks for riding this roller coaster shit show with, yours truly.
V
O
I have remedied this entire situation finally. It took me completely turning my back on everything, and jumping into the unknown, but for the last few week's all of this has disappeared.
I moved back home... something I thought I would never do. ,I moved back to my home state, and the big city, once again. It's been culture shock again, as I've lived the quiet country life for so long, but I have been at total peace since I have been back.
All of that pressure is gone. I haven't had a single bad thought since I left that house, and that situation. My head space has been quiet and still. I can actually be completely without thought again.
It's been a while. I'm stoked.
Since then I haven't seen any signs of the woman in white; or any other weird phenomenon that I can't explain.
As I've had time to consider all of this, I truly believe, that in my fierce anger and hurt I was manifesting something. I believe it was the powerful emotions involved that set these events into motion. I will be honest and say, I don't know of these things were in my mind or not. I do know this would have to of been one hell of a hallucination; it was just too real to be thought up.
If this was not a hallucination, then I wonder if the women in white was conjured up by me, and is now loose somewhere; roaming around the house I left, or did I catch this in time and never gave it full power to manifest.
Either way, it's (she's) gone, and everything has been stellar after leaving this garbage in my rear view.
Cheers, RN. Thanks for riding this roller coaster shit show with, yours truly.
V
O
They live.
We sleep.
We sleep.