Coo Coo for Coco Puffs

[FlickerOfLight]

I've gotten to the point of where the more you learn, the more Qs you have (ad infinitum). Knowing is not always the point because some things you will never know. It's the experience (that our Soul Being chose) which is the point. There is this thing called humor, it's a great thing. There is also this thing called smiling and laughing, even better things. These "things" are good for the Soul. Laugh often and try to make others laugh too. Do not take life too seriously. You will never get out of it alive. Misery loves company.

I'll put it like this.

I'm not miserable within. The world around me is miserable and it has done nothing but drag me down with it. I love my solitude; my alone time. I have become far far happier the more alone I stay. When I'm by myself, and left alone I feel just fine. At total peace and at total rest.

It's when I get around other people that all of that gets torn down.

I have chosen not to participate. In any of it.

Instead of being around people,  I have taken up gardening. The plants keep me happy and balanced, along with my puppy dog.

When I am in my own little world I am full of joy and hope and comfort. 

It's gotten to the point that anytime I step outside of that, I'm uncomfortable. 

Because of my observational skills. That honestly wished now I didn't have.

Ignorance is most definitely bliss.

And yeah, totally agree. Becareful what truths you go searching for. If I've searched it, it's been vital to my existence. I'm one who needed to understand certain things about my past to understand my present. Now that I sit in that understanding I have come back to my laughter. 

I had always used humor as a way to cope. Making others laugh, even at my own expense, my whole life.

I have known many good times and great laughter shared with many good people. I am thankful for this. I am glad I have seen all sides.



The world is taking the laughter away from itself. 

I'm glad I've chosen this experience. I do feel and believe that same thought. That this was a choice.

It just didn't take me long to realize that this place was not worth it. Lol Wherever it is I came from, and am going back to, is where my heart is. Weird, but I have always felt kind of "homesick."