(07-29-2024, 07:12 AM)Bally002 Wrote:I hate to say it , but at least you're not alone. I'll be single the rest of my days for sure, which I'm fine with.(07-29-2024, 06:01 AM)ancientlight Wrote: Hi all. So sorry to only post when it's about myself as I rarely reply anymore .
You don't need to reply, I'm just happy to have a place to vent.
I should add I have no friends ,
I've long gotten over any loneliness and I'm numb all the time.
Thanks for letting me vent.
I understand. Feel the same way at times when my wife is at work most nights for hours and since all the kids have lefty home.
I generally sleep on a mattress next to the fireplace with the dogs and cats.
In saying that I am happy when true love gets home and so are the animals. We miss her.
Do you have any animals that care? If not I suggest they are good therapy for loneliness. Another aspect is this joint "RN" which I lurk upon and occasionally put a post up. Knocks the loneliness for 6.
By all means reply and perhaps all your friends here, including me and true love, will support you.
You're precious to us.
My kind regards and thoughts,
Bally
I just worry how i'll cope when something happens to my mom, with no support network to speak of.
When me and my ex were still in a relationship and my father died, it was a huge support.
Anyway, I couldn't care less about 'love'. It's a support network that I need and I've given up on as well.
I am truly F*d if something happens to my mom.
The way I see it what will happen, I will stop eating alltogether as I'll be too depressed and die from starvation, or I will just lose a ton of weight, eventually start eating and magically slowly recover.
The dysfunctional family dynamics make everything so much worse if something were to happen to her.
If I could just cut out the OCD from my head, make my mom and aunt 20 years younger each , and eliminate all evil 1%ers my problems would be manageable and I would be so much happier again.
Off course this can't happen, not in life anyway.