I can relate.
At my lowest point I found peace in knowing I was not alone. I could feel the presence of God with me and I surrendered all to him.
I was lifted up, and it felt like I was flying on eagle's wings. I found joy in everything, even the pain.
I gave no thought to the landing. What goes up must come down. I rode high, I basked in the power and the light, feeling the joy of my flight. Forgetting the source of the wind beneath my wings.
As my progress began to slow down, and I began the slow descent, the depression came and I felt abandoned. I called out in my spirit, and it was as if God spoke back, in an almost humorous way.
It was like he was saying, "So now you remember me." "That was quick."
I found out very quickly that I was not getting very far flying solo, and was more than happy to let Jesus take the wheel.
Everyone's journey is different. We don't even run on the same fuel. When we are traveling the right path it seems like nirvana, when we verve off course we feel like we are lost.
If we stay off course for too long, we get hit with the dread of a crash landing. That dread intensifies if you have ever reached rock bottom before.
If you are aware of your surroundings and are tuned in, I don't think you can escape the ups and downs. With time and through life experiences you become more skilled at riding the thermals. That does not mean you won't hit some bumps along the way, it just means you get better at handling the highs and the lows.
At my lowest point I found peace in knowing I was not alone. I could feel the presence of God with me and I surrendered all to him.
I was lifted up, and it felt like I was flying on eagle's wings. I found joy in everything, even the pain.
I gave no thought to the landing. What goes up must come down. I rode high, I basked in the power and the light, feeling the joy of my flight. Forgetting the source of the wind beneath my wings.
As my progress began to slow down, and I began the slow descent, the depression came and I felt abandoned. I called out in my spirit, and it was as if God spoke back, in an almost humorous way.
It was like he was saying, "So now you remember me." "That was quick."
I found out very quickly that I was not getting very far flying solo, and was more than happy to let Jesus take the wheel.
Everyone's journey is different. We don't even run on the same fuel. When we are traveling the right path it seems like nirvana, when we verve off course we feel like we are lost.
If we stay off course for too long, we get hit with the dread of a crash landing. That dread intensifies if you have ever reached rock bottom before.
If you are aware of your surroundings and are tuned in, I don't think you can escape the ups and downs. With time and through life experiences you become more skilled at riding the thermals. That does not mean you won't hit some bumps along the way, it just means you get better at handling the highs and the lows.
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